So I have never been "OK" with my body I always thought i was too fat even when I was wearing a size 5 jean. Well now that I am getting older I am getting older I am finding myself coming to terms with my body. When I used to look in the mirror I would see everything was wrong with me, nothing ever good. Well now that I have had a child my body has really changed. The wider hips Stretch marks everywhere lol and so on. But now I find myself looking in the mirror and seeing the positive. Find things i love. Yes, I do wanna still lose more weight for sure and I am working on that. 14 pounds this month woohooo.
In the next week or two whenever I have the money I am going to apply at st Pete college. I am still have been thinking about this for so long I am ready for it. I still wanna go to be a r.n. I know it will be hard but that's find, what doesn't kill only makes you stronger. I am really excited!!! I will not going in to the college I will do online for my pre-reqs for nursing because I do not have anyone to watch Bradley and I refuse to put him in a daycare if not need to be. And I only trust a few select people with him. So that's how I got to that decision. But when I am done in college I would love to work in labor and delivery unit in a hospital but i will NOT miss my childs holiday and birthday- sorry. I would like to work in somehting to do with babies or pregnant women.well thats all for now
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